From: Chrisk124@hotmail.com
To: boybandssuck@hotmail.com
Subject: Missing you
Joey,
I'm sorry if this seems too forward or anything, but I really couldn't pass a day without knowing about you. I started missing you in the second we left the hotel to go to Buffalo.
Does it sounds crazy? It does to me. I've never believed in love at first sight, but with you, I know it was it. I saw you that night at the bar, and I forgot everything in my life. I knew I had to talk to you, to get to know you. It was a shock to know who you are, and what you do. I thought I had lost all hopes and then… I guess I'm lucky my sisters love your music.
Saturday night was, for the lack of a better word, magic. I had never felt like that with anyone. I didn't want the night to end, I didn't want you to leave… I don't know.
I told you I was crazy.
I would tell you about how things are around here, but I'm sure that would be boring. What you might find amusing is that Emily couldn't keep her mouth shut about playing against you guys and winning. She's the second most popular in the school now. For some reason, I'm the first. I'm afraid of going to the Cauldron next week… all the girls know you went to listen to me sing.
I have to go now, or Zeck will find me using the school computers for my private use. But I really wanted to tell you I was missing you.
-C-
One last question… What's with your e-mail? Is that a statement or an invitation? ;)
From : boybandssuck@hotmail.com
To: Chrisk124@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: Missing you.
Chris,
If you're crazy, I'm insane.
I started missing you in the second you left the room. I wanted to go after you and hold you and never let you go. You're addictive, Mr. Kirkpatrick, I swear it.
And if it makes you feel better, I wasn't one to believe in love stories before… Never expected to land in one myself. But that night at the bar… I was just going to invite you a beer when Loomie came to get me. I guess we both have Lance to thank. I never got the chance to tell you back there, but it was his idea to ask for the one dressed in black for the dream date, when I told you I spotted you on the parking lot. He's the best friend you could ever ask for.
I told him about your e-mail, hope you don't mind. He asked when were you going to write to him. What's that about? Want his address?
I really would like to hear more about your work, Chris, I swear it won't be boring for me. Touring is boring. It's all about get on the bus, get off the bus, do the show, get on the bus and so on. I love performing, but this weeks on the road are hell. More now that I know I could be in your arms instead of in some deserted road in the way to a cold hotel room.
Please, write soon. Your e-mail made me smile all day.
And for you, yeah. The address is an invitation.
Joey.
Before I forget, JC has stopped glaring at us. We're afraid it means he's sick. J/K
From: Chrisk124@hotmail.com
To: boybandssuck@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: Re: Missing you.
You spotted me in the parking lot for the concert?! You really have supervision, man.
It's like a bad soap opera. The two fated lovers meet casually in the most unlikely of places, and despite everything, they manage to stay together, in love, for all eternity. I thought that stuff didn't happen in real life. Now, I'm wishing it does.
Am I putting too much here? I can't lie here Joey, I'm just out of a very long relationship, and as anyone can tell you, I always jump right into things. I would give you fair warning about me being about to fall in love with you, but I can't. You had me completely somewhere between that night in the bar and when I open the door to find you there. But if you think this is not right, if I'm pressing too much, just tell me and I'll back off.
I don't want to mess this up by rushing.
You wanted to know more about my job. Well, nothing big happened, except that the semester is coming to an end, and next week is test week. And I spend three hours with Mr. Zeck just because of that. He doesn't approve my 'last chance question'. I always give my students the chance to even up their grades with a question that doesn't has anything to do with my subject, but with movies or TV. Zeck hates that. So, I was reprimanded again. It won't stop me, though :) Any ideas for the double jeopardy?
I'm glad to hear that JC is softening up. I didn't got to know him very well, but I'm sure he's a great guy. Tell Lance I'll write to him as soon as I get some more computer time. I got his address, he gave it to me when you gave me yours.
-C
From: boybandsucks@hotmail.com
To: Chrisk124@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Missing you
Chris,
I'm not good at mushy stuff (Which is why JC is the writer in the group ;)), but I want you to know that I'm in this for the long run too. 'Till the day my life is thru' and all that, if you forgive me quoting our own songs.
I don't know how to explain this, but that night… our night… it was the most perfect night I've ever had. It was as if… Fuck! I don't know… we were meant to be like that. I won't lie to you, most of my relationships don't last. But I want this one to last. And I am willing to put a fight for it.
The other guy you mention it… It was Danny right? Feel free not to answer if you don't want, but I would like to know the story behind that one day. How did you ended up with such a jerk? Sorry if I'm being blunt, but I can't believe someone with brain would let you go.
Have to cut this one short. It's only two hours before show time, and we need to check the harnesses before attempting to fly.
Joey.
* * *
"Hey, can you talk?"
"Sure. The guys are on the other room. What about you?"
"They think I'm talking to Britney."
"Did you hear? She told the press that you two were getting married."
"Eww!"
"You tell me. What did you ever saw in her?"
"I've been asking myself that for a long time. But I didn't called to talk about Brit. How's everything there?"
"Kevin is still not talking to Howie. It's starting to show in the show."
"What did Howie did this time? It's not like Kevin to hold a grudge for such a long time."
"Yeah, I know. Even AJ is starting to worry, and you know he never notices anything. And we don't know what Howie did. But it started the last time we meet. Maybe he's angry for our disappearing trick?"
"If he was, then he wouldn't be talking to you either."
"Yeah. What about JC?"
"Oh, that's weird, man. He stopped glaring to us. Even when he caught Joey telling Lance about a letter he got from Chris…"
"From Chris? The guy with the great voice?"
"The same. He and Joey have been writing each other the whole week."
"What's up with that? I know Lance has been writing to Howie too. You think…?"
"I know. I mean, not about Lance and Howie but…well… this is kind of a secret…"
"Don't worry, I won't tell. And it was obvious anyway. Joey was eating the guy with his eyes at that coffee shop."
"I know. Say, when do you get some time off again? I see that next week we're only three hours apart…"
"Who gets the clothes now?"
"I still have those things you gave me from the 'As long as you love me' video…"
"Can you believe they still don't notice that wardrobe is missing?"
"Can't be. I bet they think someone sold it on ebay!"
"Maybe… Fuck! AJ is here, gotta go."
"O.k. I'll call as soon as I can. Bye."
* * *
From: ChrisK124@hotmail.com
To: boybandssuck@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Missing you
I'm starting to think we should change the subject line. I get dizzy only by reading it.
Test week came and went, and now I'm stuck grading papers. I swear it seems I'll never finish! There are too many. And of course, I got a whole stack of them with cute little phrases written on the edges. You wouldn't believe how many "Mrs. Timberlake" are studying in my class :) I believe that Emily is going to get a good grade, but I can't be sure. Some of her answers are illegible, and I'll need extra time figuring out what she means.
You keep asking about Danny, and the truth is… I really don't want to talk about it thru e-mail. That's why I keep evading the question, sorry Joey. But don't think it annoys me that you keep asking… I just couldn't explain why I didn't want to type that story. It's long, it's sad, I know I'm going to end up crying like a fool in the middle of it… so I would really like to be in your arms before starting. What I do want to tell you is that he seems to have disappeared from the face of earth. I know that Kate slammed the door on him the Sunday you left Albany, and that Molly threatened him with a restraining order if she saw him close to the school, but I haven't _seen_ him since the night at the Cauldron. Maybe he finally got the idea that I don't want to see him again.
It's two weeks before the Christmas break, and you know what? I've been thinking about getting on the car and drive to wherever you are right now. I like the constant e-mails, and everything, but I miss you. I really miss hearing your voice.
-C
From: boybandssuck@hotmail.com
To: Chrisk124@hotmail.com
Subject: There, I changed the subject line.
But you could have done it too, you know?
I understand about the Danny thing, and I'm sorry for pressing, but I really, really wanted to kill the guy for the way he treated you at the Cauldron. I think I owe your sisters some big present for getting rid of him for me.
It still makes me laugh that you are worse than me keeping track of dates. By Christmas break we don't have any concerts, the second leg of the tour is over and we're having some down time before starting recording again. We usually spend Christmas with our families, and, guess what? My family lives in Brooklyn. We'll be just four hours apart. I usually only spend a couple of days there, before I have to get back to work, but maybe you could come to Orlando for a while? I know Lance has invited you, and so has Justin. He finally confessed that he also gave you his e-mail. The one not even I know about. I think that's reserved for his secret girl and Nick Carter, so it's a great honor. Is there anything you want to tell me about JC? J/K.
I miss hearing your voice too. I've been tempted to call you every single day of the tour, but unfortunately, even on the bus there are too many ears. I don't know how Justin and his girl do it, but at least he has the excuse of dating Britney. I am the flirt, and management would have a cow if they realized that all my calls are to the same number.
Think about the Christmas thing. I can't wait to see you again.
Joey.
From: LoughrideR@loughridgeinc.com
To: Windsordaniel@architecturedesigns.com
Subject: The info you needed.
Danny-bear,
You're too sweet sometimes. Of course I'll help you to find the perfect gift for your 14 year old niece. I really want to meet li'l Emily one of this days. You talk so much about her and your brother Chris that I really feel bad about we living in LA and them freezing over in Albany. Maybe we could convince Chris to get a job at a school here? Granted, there are a lot more guns in the hallways, but perhaps he could be a private tutor for rich kids. I wonder if he knows how much you worry for him… I know you love him and all, but sometimes it strikes to me that he's rather irresponsible for his age. One would never believe he has a 14 year old daughter!
Regarding the gift, and giving Emily's age, I would try to search her favorite boy-band's merchandize. Oh, sorry. Forgot whom I'm talking to. You wouldn't recognize a boy band even if the members came and sit in front of you during dinner. ^_^ The most popular right now are Backstreet Boys and *N Sync, I'll send you some pics attached. I'm sure you can compare them to Emily's room and tell me which one you want.
I assured dad you ended your relationship with the Christina girl… I'm really sorry that you had to break down that friendship, but you know dad. I still find it weird that your old girlfriend had the same name as your brother… Didn't it caused confusion? Ooops, here am I, rambling again. I don't know how you put up with me. Anyway, I almost got dad convinced that the wedding can be held next April. Is that all right with you? I hope so. I can't wait to become Mrs. Windsor!
Love forever,
Bobbie.
Pd.- The first picture are the Backstreet Boys, the second are *N Sync. Don't get them mixed up.